Thursday, March 19, 2009

Firsts, lasts, future, current

I was reading an old online journal of mine earlier and found all these funny/nostalgic/sad entries from a long time ago. I went back to around this time 5 years ago and found this survey:
.FIRSTS.
First best friend: stephanie samele
First car: '95 pontiac grand prix
First date: went to see the nutty professor
First real kiss: ian schuler
First break-up: ^
First screen name: sunshine823 or something like that
First self purchased album: new kids on the block - hangin' tough
First funeral: mr. beman
First pets: kayne the best german shepard in the world
First piercing/tattoo: nostril at 14
First credit card: none to this day, because i am smart.
First true love: brian
First enemy: valerie popov
First musician you remember hearing in your house: steve miller band

.LASTS.
Last car ride: from work to home tonight
Last kiss: brian
Last good cry: i don't remember
Last library book checked out: 9-11 by noam chomsky
Last movie seen: true romance
Last beverage drank: diet "spin" cola
Last food consumed: broccoli and cheddar bread bowl from panera
Last crush: who do you think?
Last phone call: my mom
Last time showered: last night
Last shoes worn: black maryjanes for work
Last cd played: skarhead - kings of crime
Last item bought: school girl nike dunks
Last annoyance: my cellphone's shitty battery life
Last disappointment: brian not being able to download the movie "honey" for me.
Last time wanting to die: today at work? no i'm kidding, not recently at all.
Last time scolded: yesterday, for "leaning" at work.
Last shirt worn: blondie t-shirt
Last website visited: amazon.com
Last word you said: "yeah"
Last song you sang: j-kwon - tipsy
What is in your cd player?: at home: the cure - greatest hits disc 1, in car: skarhead - kings at crime
What color socks are you wearing?: black (still in my work clothes)
What color of underwear are you wearing?: purple
What's under your bed?: posters, paper cutter, hello kitty pillow
What time did you wake up today?: 9am

FUTURE
Where do you want to go?: everywhere.
What is your career going to be?: i have no idea.
Where are you going to live?: probably new york. i don't think i'm ever going to leave again.
How many kids do you want?: none. i hate them.
What kind of car(s): who cares?

CURRENT
Current mood: anxious
Current music: none.
Current taste: soda.
Current hair: in a ponytail
Current clothes: black maryjanes, black socks, black gap pants, black blondie tshirt
Current annoyance(s): same as the last...my cellphone's battery life SUCKS.
Current longing: more money i guess?
Current desktop picture: shinkansen
Current favorite artist: warhol
Current book(s): truman capote - in cold blood (yes, still)
Current color of toenails: unpolished
Current time-wasting wish: to have more money.
Current hate: miserable people who get joy only from making other people miserable, people who act like friends but really aren't, working my ass off just to get by.


It's funny to read and see what has changed since then. It seems like it was yesterday but it was 5 years ago! Here are what my answers would be today:

.FIRSTS.
First best friend: stephanie samele
First car: '95 pontiac grand prix
First date: went to see the nutty professor
First real kiss: ian schuler
First break-up: ^
First screen name: sunshine823 or something like that
First self purchased album: new kids on the block - hangin' tough
First funeral: mr. beman
First pets: kayne the best german shepard in the world
First piercing/tattoo: nostril at 14
First credit card: none to this day, because i am smart.
First true love: brian
First enemy: valerie popov
First musician you remember hearing in your house: steve miller band

.LASTS.
Last car ride: to work this morning
Last kiss: Brian
Last good cry: Sunday, I was cranky and stressed
Last library book checked out: I don't even remember, but my most recent book purchase was, "No One Belongs Here More Than You," by Miranda July
Last movie seen: Role Models for the 2nd time on Saturday night
Last beverage drank: Illy coffee
Last food consumed: pistachio macarons
Last crush: B
Last phone call: a customer at work
Last time showered: This morning
Last shoes worn: brown Chuck Taylors
Last cd played: A-Trak - Dirty South Dance
Last item bought: Hooks and bins from the Container Store (boring)
Last annoyance: the rain
Last disappointment: it's not warm today
Last time wanting to die: Never!
Last time scolded: I don't even remember, I love being an adult!
Last shirt worn: tan Abercrombie sweater
Last website visited: gmail
Last word you said: ok
Last song you sang: Dead and Gone by Justin Timberlake and TI (thanks radio, I've had it stuck in my head all morning)
What is in your cd player?: At home: Amy Winehouse and Thrive Mix, in the car: DJ Dara - Full Circle...but I mostly just put my iPod on random
What color socks are you wearing?: white Juicy knee highs that say "Sweet Couture O' Mine" in pink and brown
What color of underwear are you wearing?: tan
What's under your bed?: Nothing
What time did you wake up today?: 9:30am

FUTURE
Where do you want to go?: Everywhere (I'm keeping that answer)
What is your career going to be?: This, the store.
Where are you going to live?: probably new york. i don't think i'm ever going to leave again. (I'm keeping that answer, too...although if it weren't for family and work I'd be in Cali)
How many kids do you want?: At the moment, none. In the future, who knows? Maybe one or two?
What kind of car(s): I'd love the get an Infiniti G35 or G37, or an Audi, but I try my hardest not to be flashy. That might change, though.

CURRENT
Current mood: tired
Current music: none.
Current taste: macarons and coffee
Current hair: down and curly
Current clothes: jeans, brown tank top, tan sweater, brown chucks, black vest (I know I'm inside, but it's cold in here!)
Current annoyance(s): same as the last...the rain
Current longing: summer
Current desktop picture: a picture of shells I took in Ocean Beach, CA
Current favorite artist: I still love Seonna Hong
Current book(s): Not my favorite just current that I'm reading, "No One Belongs Here More Than You," by Miranda July and "Garlic and Sapphires," by Ruth Reichl
Current color of toenails: Something About Pink by MAC
Current time-wasting wish: to have more free time
Current hate: bad drivers, cold weather


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